Sorry this is so long but please answer?

I am thirteen years old and going into the eighth grade and need boy help ☺ So, I’ve known this guy since I was born, as our dads have been best friends since they have been in diapers, and so we have pretty much followed the same path. The only problem is, I’ve always had a huge crush on him, but that never came in the way of our friendship until we hit middle school. It was the first time we were in the same school, and we were in a lot of the same cles, including homeroom, math, and English. It was kind of weird at first, just because he had always been my friend to all of my friends and now he was known by all of my friends from elementary school. As soon as one of my close friends guessed that I liked him, she had already started preparations for setting us up as boyfriend and girlfriend. She asked him out for me and he said yes. Before I knew it I had been hooked up with the only boy I had ever liked. It didn’t last long, though. I realized about a week that we had started dating that I wasn’t ready for this kind of relationship. After two weeks of going out, I told him I wasn’t ready for this and he agreed that he wasn’t ready either. We broke up and were back to being friends in about a week. Everything was the way it was before, we were friends, and I was wishing that we could be more than that. Nothing really changes until November of 7th grade. What happened pretty much blew me away and made me feel like I wanted to cry. He asked out my best friend. My best friend didn’t know that I still liked him, as I am very secretive about my feelings for him, but nevertheless said no to him, as he wasn’t her type. At that time, I was terrified that he was going to replace me with her, and that the only reason we had stayed friends was just to get close to my best friend. Did he feel like our family bond was to be used as a way to get a new girlfriend? I would cry every night for about a month over him, as I just wanted him back, but I didn’t want to put myself out there for public rejection. So, the months went by, and I slowly recovered. Everything was back to the way it had been before, and I was happy. It was the night of Spring Fling and my best friend and I, single at the time, decided to go together. We were partying the night away, when the slow song came on. Everyone got paired up rather quickly, but my best friend and I decided to sit this one out. We were about to sit down, when he came over to us, and asked my best friend to dance. Thrilled, she quickly replied yes and scurried over to the dance floor, and swayed to the music. Watching them made me want to cry. He was the only boy I had ever loved, and the only boy I wanted to love. I waited for the dance to be over, then grabbed my best friend (her mom was driving me home) and left. We were silent in the car, after she got mad at me for not being happy for her after her first slow dance. Now, I’m going into 8th grade and WANT HIM BACK! How do you think I can accomplish this? I want to make him fall head over heels in love with me all over again. Please keep in mind that I’m the shy type… Thanks in advanced!